Well here come the holidays and all the stress that comes with them!! I try as hard as I can to stay away from that, I love the Christmas lights and music.. but I am not a big fan of gift giving on this holiday. I feel that children should be given gifts, this holiday is for them.. and the magic they believe in. I like to keep it like that. Wait, with that being said… my Grandmother.. I do like to spoil her. I feel like everyone else just spends their hard earned money on something they hope their loved one might like, and 50% of the time, things get returned or never touched. Why do it? I’d like to get together with my friends and family, spend time.. or spend money on a great meal with them somewhere beautiful. That makes so much more sense to me. If you don’t see where I am going with this, I’m just going to blurt it out for you… more LOVE ..less merchandise. I think this feeling is really strong with me right now due to all the great things that are happening in my life.. Audible.com, Rolling Stone mag, the documentary with the sex columist for vogue. Also great things happening in others lives.. Anastasia getting three nominations for the AVN awards, I’m very proud of her. But with great things comes the ugly jealousy of others in our business. I’ve seen a lot of this lately and it has given me great anxiety and stress. This is the reason you will see me dip out for a few days and go dark. I’m trying to keep my head straight and not let it get to me. As strong as I am, I’m just as sensitive. I love the industry I am in, I’m in no way a jealous person..and when I see it come out of others in our business.. its just so sad and disturbing.
I also have a lot of fans who I let communicate with me regularly, this is something that I love to do. However, I have a 2 message limit and then after I replay, you can message again. I seem to have a lot of people messaging me multiple time in a day… up to 35x one day and getting pretty pissed off when I don’t reply. Try dealing with that and keeping your sanity..lol. I just told my sister two days ago that soon she’s have to visit me in a padded room…lol. Nah… I will continue to mental get aways so I don’t lose my shit.
Lets get back to some crazy preview pics from the last installment of WW vs the Gremlin ll … here’s where you realize I’m more then a pretty face… I can act.. lol.. like a nut job!
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